groans.

OHHMYYGAWDDDDDDDDD!! i cannot believe the holidays are over and that i have to go back to uitm (a.k.a KOLEJ MAWAR!! gahh!) tomorrow. TOMORROW!!! so fast!!! it's just too horrible to comprehend. i feel like i didn't do shit during the holidays. which is actually, come to think of it, really the point of the holidays. but STILL! i didn't have enough fun :/:/ i feel like i wasted too much potential fun time :S

and just thinking about painting remake bags in a small enclosed area with 3 other roommates (im just gonna say sorry in advance to my future roommates for having to breath in the horrible paint fumes :/) watching me paint makes me wanna cringe. and i dont even have Ainaa to help me with the outline anymore so all my bags would probably look ugly and will all have uneven lines. gahh!!

and just thinking about waking up early tomorrow for the god-knows-why-they-made-it-so-goddamn-early registration makes me wanna pull all my hair out. i havn't woken up early (or slept early) in weeks!! :/ how the hell am i gonna manage waking up as early as 6.30am tomorrow? i'll probably look like shit cause i'll definitely oversleep, won't have enough time to get ready and would look like a panda on crack from the lack of sleep.

and i still have no idea if i'll be able to skip the activities on the weekend to go out. O_O

and fuck. to think i'll have to start learning again after not doing anything for over 2 months makes me just wanna puke. my only consolation is that, at least now...

no wait.

THERE IS NO CONSOLATION!!! EVERYTHING SUCKS!!! MY LIFE IS OVER!!!!
*starts bawling on the floor while screaming nonsensical stuff about freedom at pedestrians walking by*

omg. im insane :/