oh myyy...

'INFERIOR'

thats how i felt during the debate training today. the seniors were amazingggggg!!! they were so good at presenting their case studies. and yet hafiedz still managed to bring down, insult and comment critically on each and every one of their cases . i was in awe. i felt so incompetent. so insignificant.so stupid. so small. i didn't even understand half the things that they were babbling about during their speeches but i was taken aback by each and everyone of 'em. and i was terrified when people started rebutting and asking questions and taking down each cases as i thought every case was flawless. i am soooooooo inexperienced. the only thing that kept me going; that kept me rooted to the spot and not run away in fear and anxiety is the idea that if i could become half of what the seniors are today, i would already be overly satisfied with myself. and with that in mind, im going to definitely NOT skip debate training tomorrow no matter how scary or nerve wrecking it may be. x) as obama has said,

"yes, we can!" :)

and with that, i shall leave you with a disturbing picture. xD