awkward.

went to the human rights bar council debate today at KDU college to watch the senior debaters debate. thought it'll be a good idea to learn from the pros and watch them in action and all. the thing that i totally overlooked was the fact that there would only be me, mai and wan as juniors debaters. so the moment we got there, it became SOOO AWKWARDDD. like super duper awkward. like standing naked in a room full of ur closest friends and family members kinda awkward. yeah. that's how i felt. naked. utterly naked. (but of course i wasnt actually, LITERALLY naked) i felt so imposing. at least wan had friends there. me and mai just felt so out of place. everyone had they're own gang and stuff and we had no one. no one. and im already socially awkward and weird as it is, so trying to make friends there was like a bitch. it just couldn't be done. and we were too chicken to talk to the seniors. they were just so high and mighty and so busy with their own stuff. it was utter torture. so after the first round, we decided to leave. went to ou with mai and wan. wan drove us there. but he had to leave after lunch so it was just me and mai. then i had to leave an hour later so it was just mai. lol. but she loves shopping alone anyways :D

btw. i bought a prepaid topup today for cherrycredits. it's points to buy stuff on the game, trickster. yes. i am THAT obsessed with it. i have ultimately hit a new time low, with all the sales going on, the only thing i bought was this stupid topup card. how pathethic. O_O



oh. and i bought something from nichii too! its this!!!:




okay. this right here. this is not pathetic. (its the cap btw) love it! :D